[ Which part he's speaking towards there isn't clear, but it might as well be both. He finishes stirring his tea, then takes a drink of it. It seems to relax him, since he sighs heavily, and some of the tension ebbs away out of his posture. There's a pause for a moment which he fills with tapping the spoon against the saucer, but he speaks again shortly enough. ]
...Which, by the way. Since I already went and said it, which is terribly unfortunate, I might as well be clear. It's incredibly tragic, since I would have preferred to just keep something so terrible a secret~!
[ He's being overdramatic to lighten the mood and be irritating, since this is something that's harder for him to admit. That shows in how his expression twists up uncomfortably, but he nods as if to push his words out. ]
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[ Which part he's speaking towards there isn't clear, but it might as well be both. He finishes stirring his tea, then takes a drink of it. It seems to relax him, since he sighs heavily, and some of the tension ebbs away out of his posture. There's a pause for a moment which he fills with tapping the spoon against the saucer, but he speaks again shortly enough. ]
...Which, by the way. Since I already went and said it, which is terribly unfortunate, I might as well be clear. It's incredibly tragic, since I would have preferred to just keep something so terrible a secret~!
[ He's being overdramatic to lighten the mood and be irritating, since this is something that's harder for him to admit. That shows in how his expression twists up uncomfortably, but he nods as if to push his words out. ]
I did mean what I said. At the very least.